Tuesday, April 28, 2009

No Twitter For The Kidd

A two reasons I refuse to twitter.

1. I don't believe that you should know what I am doing at random times of the day.

2. I'm probably not that interesting

Sunday, April 26, 2009

You Confused Son

What The?
I Guess Time Changes Things

Monday, April 20, 2009

not really

"When I Was a Kid I Used to pray Every Night for a New Bicycle. Then I Realised God Doesn’t Work That Way, so I Stole One and Prayed for Forgiveness."


We don't have much left
So don't wait
If you love me tell me
Because once i walk away
I'm not coming back.


Too many feeling surface art night/early in the morning.

weed got me feeling comfortable enough to speak
grey goose got me feeling strong enough by myself to think
mixed the light with the dark, that was my last mistake
because now i have no control over what i might say


I like you,
i need you,
i love you
I swear
Until the smoke cleared
and you weren't there

I'm hurting
I'm hurting
I wont deny
You promised me love
why did you lie

I'm stronger
I'm stronger
No more do I cry
I'll move on now
These tears here will dry


-Frontin, I know i want you

Pretend that I cant let you win.
Tell my self that I cant let you in
Same thing that I go tell my friends
I try to explain, they just laugh at me again

Why am I the last one to see
That you're everything I need
Maybe I just dont want it to be
That i hold on to you, and I'll let go of me


I used to laugh at people who say " I need to be in a relationship"
I used to think they were stupid.
But I find myself jealous of other people in love.
Because I want that too.
But I never find what I'm looking for.
And every says stop looking, let them find you. Thats DEAD
I pray about it all the time.
Wish on shooting stars
Blow dandelions
Make wishes at 11:11 everyday.
People say things don't happen on your time, They work on Gods time,
Does it make me less religious if i think that God is taking his time, time that I feel I don't have to waste.
I've had this stupid little , well big high school crush on this person since 11th grade, I know it would a pointless relationship but i hate how i cant tell them how I feel.

I feel like everyone besides family who has every said they fell in love with me, didn't really fall in love with me at all. They fall in love with the idea of who I am.
All this confidence people seem to see, the smile, the eyes, the attitude, the word said. THE EVERYTHING.
I don't think anyone knows the real me. I probably don't.

Just spilled a lot of heart in a fucking text box. Now maybe I can put it into words.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

word life

"In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it."


"Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else."

Friday, April 17, 2009

Movie alert
If you haven't seen Caddilac Records then you need to. ASAP




Thursday, April 16, 2009

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I think I'm Growing On You

You said it wouldn't work.
But now you acting different.
Like you like this me and you thang.

But now i don't want it any more.
I think i don't
I'm not sure anymore.

Thats what happens when you wait.
Shit changes.

(that kid growing on you like a bad rash) Ash,

Monday, April 13, 2009

Pussy In My Lap

Shit is pretty dope to me.

Friday, April 10, 2009


I am so Lonelyyyyyyyyy
I have nobodyyyyyyyyy
To call my ownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Man Akon hit the nail on the head with that song.
I thinking about taking a certain someone up on their offer

don't think im ready yet.
but maybe i'll try

Monday, April 6, 2009


Straight Up

monday Madness

so its been a week since i've talked to the internet
so let me update you

i just bought these


and no they arent in your local foot locker

spring break so far hasn't popped off. because of rain. but i will be doing it up